6 x 6 in.
Recently I've been going through some personal things that have felt a bit more challenging than usual. And while I'm happy to share this with you, it's not quite time. But when it is, believe me you'll be the first to know and get ready....because I'm storing up a whole lot of thoughts on this experience.
I'm the kind of person who doesn't believe in hiding things about my life, because I believe that the bravery of those willing to reveal vulnerability and share deeply personal experiences allows us all to gain peace and insight. Hearing other's stories reminds us that we are not alone. And sometimes just that small reminder is all we need to find some comfort. I am, however, also the kind of the person who believes there is a right time to share those experiences.
Until that time, I'm sharing a painting with you of which comfort is the inspiration. Remember when you were little and you had a stuffed animal, blanket or doll that you could take with you to feel safe? Well, clearly an adult carrying those items around might be a bit awkward, which is a bummer really, but then again we usually outgrow the need to have them with us because we learn how to find that sense of well being and safety within ourselves. But sometimes, during those moments, when I can't have anyone or anything with me, I still wish I had someone to hold my hand and I wish I had a reminder that all is always well.
That's where Garbo comes in. This cat, my cat, reminds me that all is well every time I look at her. It's not that she doesn't have her moments of agitation, oh she does. But mostly, Garbo does not worry. Garbo is happy. As is evidenced by the fact that several times a day she will roll around on the floor in pure joy and contentment. And it's this feeling that I want to put in my pocket and take with me everywhere, a reminder when I'm feeling out of sorts that everything is just fine.
So this painting, I suppose is a self-portrait, a reminder that all is well, and the statement that if I could I would stick Garbo in my pocket and take her with me everywhere. Because I LOVE her, and honestly how could you not?
And if you need her, you just feel free to go right ahead and put her in your pocket too.
